Sometimes you just have to play complacence and ignore entirety, as much as you are reluctant to, b'cus anyway it doesn't help alleviate problems despite giving yourself relentless undesired worries. Now people will say you've better worries like 'will i get promoted?' or 'how am i gonna catch up with revision?' But having said than done, you know being plunged down it's not easy. I'm not sure if I'm being overly sensitive here or am i born like that. For once, it utterly felt like those pages long of play lists were resounding simultaneously in my head, no, it didn't cease even after clicking 'stop'. & no one is senseless enough not to feel the abrupt difference in which was rosy in the past.

Hah you must be thinking 'this is such a mockery for her typing this down'. If you're able to unravel this monotoned life, i worship you, superb.